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Thursday, July 2, 2009
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Sick and tired of this life where my feelings are treated like weed; trampled on and pulled out of the ground (by nearly everyone). Where I go to church pretending to be a 'real christian'. Discouraged each time I try to change because nobody would give me time to go through the process. Each night hoping to fall asleep to forget everything and disappointed that I'll have to wake up to a world so cruel. Nothing ever changes.
I really don't want to go on. Pretending like I can cope with life because I can't. It's too heavy a burden for me. Since when is falling down another step to success? Try falling down a flight of stairs and tell me if you'll end up on the upper end.
What is success anyway?
Looks like I'll never fufil those 'prophecies' of greatness. Who am I kidding. greatness?
Why did God make me with feelings. So much of it that I get hurt so easily, that I back down so easily. Is this a joke made in heaven?
Everything I've ever lived on is collapsing at my feet.
This life sucks.
Sick and tired of this life where my feelings are treated like weed; trampled on and pulled out of the ground (by nearly everyone). Where I go to church pretending to be a 'real christian'. Discouraged each time I try to change because nobody would give me time to go through the process. Each night hoping to fall asleep to forget everything and disappointed that I'll have to wake up to a world so cruel. Nothing ever changes.
I really don't want to go on. Pretending like I can cope with life because I can't. It's too heavy a burden for me. Since when is falling down another step to success? Try falling down a flight of stairs and tell me if you'll end up on the upper end.
What is success anyway?
Looks like I'll never fufil those 'prophecies' of greatness. Who am I kidding. greatness?
Why did God make me with feelings. So much of it that I get hurt so easily, that I back down so easily. Is this a joke made in heaven?
Everything I've ever lived on is collapsing at my feet.
This life sucks.
CS™ at 3:51 PM