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Sunday, June 27, 2010
I'm a hopeless introvert
I have problems talking to strangers. Just two weeks ago on the plane to NZ. I couldn’t open my mouth to ask the stewardess on the plane for a drink. I had to get my younger brother to do it for me.
I have problems approaching salesmen and women to help me get stuff I need. And I avoid shops that are empty (no customers) and only the salesperson standing there cause I find it super awkward. Unless I have someone with me.
Well not to say strangers. I have problems with my friends. For most of them we end up with nothing to talk about. I have to try so hard to think of something to talk about. I don’t think friendships are supposed to be such a hassle.
Everything’s so awkward with me around.
That being said. I love the friends who come to me to start a conversation. Shows they care. Too bad sometimes I just choke up / run out of things to say it makes me seem like I’m not interested in talking. I try my best to smile but I disappoint myself.
Well, I try my best to express myself in different ways. Being nice and helpful in whatever way I can be. In the most humble way I can put this, people do see me as a nice guy (I think/hope). But somehow there’s always a barrier to get through.
Good thing the internet breaks barriers for me. However, I hope things change for me. It really isn’t a nice thing.
Anyhoo. I hope people understand. I try my best.
If you took the time to read this and understand me. thanks! (:
I have problems talking to strangers. Just two weeks ago on the plane to NZ. I couldn’t open my mouth to ask the stewardess on the plane for a drink. I had to get my younger brother to do it for me.
I have problems approaching salesmen and women to help me get stuff I need. And I avoid shops that are empty (no customers) and only the salesperson standing there cause I find it super awkward. Unless I have someone with me.
Well not to say strangers. I have problems with my friends. For most of them we end up with nothing to talk about. I have to try so hard to think of something to talk about. I don’t think friendships are supposed to be such a hassle.
Everything’s so awkward with me around.
That being said. I love the friends who come to me to start a conversation. Shows they care. Too bad sometimes I just choke up / run out of things to say it makes me seem like I’m not interested in talking. I try my best to smile but I disappoint myself.
Well, I try my best to express myself in different ways. Being nice and helpful in whatever way I can be. In the most humble way I can put this, people do see me as a nice guy (I think/hope). But somehow there’s always a barrier to get through.
Good thing the internet breaks barriers for me. However, I hope things change for me. It really isn’t a nice thing.
Anyhoo. I hope people understand. I try my best.
If you took the time to read this and understand me. thanks! (:
CS™ at 6:13 AM